Sometimes I stay up late and look up pictures of a sky carpeted with billions of stars, the thick, voluptuous formations of a distant nebula shrouding a new star or planet, and galaxies many times the size of our own reduced to a mere insignificant pixel; I eventually wonder, ‘why the fuck am I even alive?’

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